In having one of the worst nights. And the one person that I want to call, is who I’m the most upset with. She doesn’t give two shits about me anymore. She wants to get over me. This is all a fucking nightmare. I just wanna cuddle and sleep forever.
You’re gonna think I’m being a bitch, and you’re probably gonna hate me. But you chose her. After all the shit we’ve been through. I’m obviously upset. So I’m gonna rebel. In my own sort of way. You aren’t gonna like it. You’re gonna think I’ve changed. But no. This is a mask that I’m putting on right now.
1. What’s your sexual orientation? 2. Tell me a secret? 3. Why do you like the person you like? 4. Are you a virgin? If so, what have you done? 5. What’s a fetish of yours? 6. Five turn ons? 7. Five turn offs? 8. One of your insecurities? 9. Do you watch porn? 10. What was your last sexual thought? 11. What was your last sexual experience? 12. Do you masturbate? 13. Have you ever been in love? 14. Single or taken? 15. What’s your best feature? 16. Strange talents? 17. Virgins: How do you want to lose it? Non-virgins: How did you? 18. Ever sexted? 19. Your best sexual experience? 20. Your worst sexual experience? 21. How many people have you hooked up with? 22. What would you rate yourself 1-10? 23. Any other question.
I’m starting to think that this will never work, as much as I want it to. You never trust me. I haven’t done anything to lose your trust. I mean, I understand jealousy but damn. Maybe I should just wait for you. I can’t keep being the only one trying to keep whatever this is together.